As a closet dresser, I’ve been through various different phases of self-doubt and being concerned about how family and others might view me if they were to discover my cross-dressing and gay/sissy desires. At various stages throughout my life I have dressed in private and I’ve purchased some really nice clothes in the past, leather mini skirt, heels and huge amounts of lingerie etc. only to throw them in the bin during periods of doubt.
As a young man I had received unwelcome attention from other men. I don’t know why they zoomed in on me but they just did. Some years later I found myself wishing that I had taken advantage of their attention. I guess that in my heart I’ve always known that I didn’t quite fit in with other guys; I was never going to be the macho man but I did try to live my life in a way that people expect. I married, had children have been successful in business and nobody would know that I yearned for a walk on the wild side.
The reality is that if you’re like me, the desire to dress and be a submissive never really goes away. I have a good marriage and I am very fortunate that my wife and I have my maintained a good sexual relationship.
Nonetheless, my bisexual desires remain and as I believe that we have just one life to live I know that I must step out.
Recently, I purchased some new clothes from Sue at Lacies in Folkestone, I’d been there before some years ago and I recalled that Sue had been really welcoming and I knew that it was the place to go. I knew that my wife and daughter would be going away on holiday for a few nights, so I visited Lacies once again.
Sue was just as I had remembered and helped me to try on various bits and pieces. I left with my purchases in the Sainsbury’s bag that she loaned to me. I was pleased with my new clothes but I had hide them way and wait a week before I could try them on in private.
(Editors comment- we’re still waiting for it back lol !!!)
I did tell my wife that I had purchased the clothes before she left for her holiday and it’s worth saying that she is aware of my desires to dress and supports me with lingerie, and clean panties everyday.
I decided that I wanted to make the most of the week and try to get some interaction with other Tgirls and make new friends. Sue suggested that I join the WhatsApp group and having chatted with Sue and others on WhatsApp I decided to be brave and head off to ME1 in Rochester.
I called the club a day or so beforehand to try to get some understanding of what I should expect. I was told that there was no parking on site and that the nearest car parks were usually full. So I might have to park near Chatham railway station or somewhere in Central Rochester.
Tuesdays are for Tgirls and their admirers and so I decided that was the day for me. I parked in Central Rochester about a 10-minute walk from the club. I was excited but full of trepidation! On my way I walked past a couple of car parks that were close to the club and had spaces which was slightly annoying!
Upon arrival, I introduced myself to Peter who I’d spoken to on the telephone. The price of entry was £16 and Peter asked me if I was going to dress or whether I would prefer to go to the men’s changing rooms first and then decide. I decided to bite the bullet and go into the ladies changing room and dress immediately.
There I met a beautiful girl called Sabrina, who was dressed entirely in a pink lingerie outfit with blonde hair, she was tall, elegant and with a stunning figure. She really did look the part! I was in awe of her. She was very friendly and realising that it was my first time she assured me that It was all very laid-back and she offered to show me around.
There are three floors, upstairs is the dark room, a play area, and another room that had a sling and other bits and pieces and a WC. The lower floor had a covered outside area, jacuzzi, dry sauna, steam sauna, and other facilities. The middle floor is where the entrance and reception are located. On the middle floor there is an area for tea, coffee and snacks with a side room for general relaxation and a room for massages. Both the girls and men’s changing rooms are on this floor together with showers, private play cabins etc. Erotic films are playing on the televisions on the top and middle floors.
camile in pleated skirt showing piecered belly button
I sat in the general reception area. Had a couple of glasses of water and spoke with Sabrina and one of the other girls. After a while Sabrina left me on my own and I was immediately approached by a gentleman who made polite conversation before asking if I wanted to play. I declined at that moment and said that I wanted to have a good look around first.
I ventured upstairs to the dark room where I was told that non penetrative sex was the order of the day. It really was dark and I couldn’t see anything at all for a few moments. But then I felt someone touching me and I enjoyed several minutes of being groped. One of the guys took my head and pushed me down and invited me to suck his penis with not a word being spoken. I could hear other people groaning and judging by the noises I would say that it was more than just a bit of fondling that was taking place elsewhere in the room. I took my leave and went back downstairs.
I had another drink and was approached yet again. A guy asking me if I wanted to play, so I thought well why not? We went to a private cabin where he asked me to suck him. He wanted me to kiss him and propose that he would f*** me bareback which I declined. I decided it wasn’t for me and made my excuses to leave with no action.
I then went back to the ladies changing room where one of the other ladies said that she’d come into escape someone who was pursuing her. We had a conversation about STIs and my concerns that guys were f****** others bareback and maybe more than one person in a day. Even if they f***** someone and then ask to be sucked, the risks for STIs are significant. I said that I wouldn’t have sex without a condom to which one of the ladies said some of the guys might not agree to that and one of the ladies even suggested that they always split and on one occasion a condom had been left inside her.
Camille in outfit worn ot ME1 includes Pleated skirt sold on this website and Mary Jane Shoes sold on this website camille-outfit-worn-atme1-club
I had been wearing a little short pleated mini skirt, suspenders and black stockings but I couldn’t wear the heels that I bought from Lacies as heels are not allowed due to damage that they cause to the floors. I could tell that my outfit had caused a lot of attention and I was wearing a pink sissy pussy chastity device. I saw that all the girls were hanging free and I decided that perhaps I should take it off and prepare to return home.
I went to my locker and to my horror I discovered that my trousers were missing which contained the key to the chastity device and a reasonable sum of money. I couldn’t believe it and I began to feel panic. How was I going to get back to the car in this outfit? It would mean walking throughout Central Rochester in a micro skirt, pink chastity, white crop top showing my diamante belly button piercing, black stockings and suspenders. I knew I was in trouble!
Sabrina asked if anyone had any spare trousers but nobody did. We looked around the club see if they had been put somewhere but they could not be found. I was at my wits end and returned to the ladies changing room. After a few moments one of the girls came in who had been changing in the room at the same time as me and so I asked her if there was any possibility that she could have picked up my trousers and put them in her locker. She said she no, and I said “well will you just take a look for me please?” She said of course and opened the locker and began removing many items of clothing. The trousers were not to be seen but then at the very end she lifted the last item and there they were. What a relief!
camille-indiamantedress
It had certainly been a thrilling afternoon in more ways than one!
Will I return? Without the fear of STIs I would say yes but I am genuinely concerned about that. I was surprised at the number of overweight guys walking around the place, although there were a a couple that were reasonably fit. I was also surprised to see so many small penises and it made me realise that I’m not small!
I should have swapped numbers with the girls because it would be nice. Have made new friends to talk with.
I know that my physique will never be like Sabrina’s and she had all the moves. So as much as I love to dress and I definitely will want to do so again. I will never be able to achieve the appearance that I desire.
I think I will remain a closet dresser.
Cami
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